9 For I was alive without the law once: but when the commandment came, sin revived, and I died. (Romans 7:9 KJV)
William Burkitt’s Commentary
As if Apostle Paul had said, “Formerly, when I lived a Pharisee and had the law in my hand, but did not consider in my heart what exactness and perfection it required in my life, I contented myself with an outward observation of it, and concluded my state to be good and safe: But when I came to a right understanding of the word and law of God, and to be convinced by it, that the inward lustings and ordinate desires of the heart were sins, then I found myself a guilty creature, obnoxious to wrath, and in a state of death.”
Here note, 1. The good opinion the apostle had, and all unregenerate men have of themselves before conversion: I was alive once. By life understand liveliness, confidence, and assurance of his good estate and condition; he was full of vain hope; false joy, and presumptuous confidence.
Learn hence, That natural and unregenerate persons are usually very full of groundless confidence and cheerfulness without the least suspicion of their bad estate and sad condition: I was alive without the law once.
Note, 2. The apprehension and opinion which St. Paul had, and others will have of themselves when they come under the regenerating work of the Spirit by the ministry of the word and law of God: When the commandment came, I died.
Death here stands opposed to life before and denotes the sorrows, fears, and tremblings which seized upon his soul when he was convinced of the badness of his condition: it stabbed all his carnal mirth, joy, and jollity, as the very heart: I died.
Note, 3. The cause and reason for this wonderful alteration and change of judgment in the apostle; it was the commandment and law of God: When the commandment came, that is, close and home to my heart and conscience with a divine efficacy. The commandment was come before to him by way of promulgation, and he had the literal knowledge of it, but now it came in the convincing power and spiritual application of it. Accordingly, sin revived, that is, the sense of sin was more lively imprinted upon his soul; and now he died, all his vain hopes gave up the ghost now, and his sin and guilt stared in the face of his conscience.
Learn hence, That there is mighty efficacy in the word or law of God to kill vain confidence, and quench carnal mirth in the hearts of men when God sets it home upon their consciences: I was alive without the law once; but when the commandment came, sin revived, and I died.